Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in suicidesoul24's LiveJournal:

Saturday, September 25th, 2004
1:53 pm	brent hey,my life is pitetick! i love brent and miss him soooo much but he cant c it.i jus want my brent back! its like i c ant breathe,see,sleep,eat without him.y did i ever meet him,ohh ya cuz i love him! i hope he'll get over w/e hes mad at me for. he told me he wished i w ould die yesterday,maybe i s hould?eh life isnt important.ne wayz yesterday i was balling my eyes out and then sumthing happened i started 2 stare into space and then i blacked out and i didnt kno wat w as goin on but i felt myself shakin then all that i remeber was wakin up this moring. well g2g kris is coming over hopefully and she mite sleep over and then goin 2 dorseys. love every1 *~becker~* (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 21st, 2004
3:06 pm	nuttin hey, frist off i hear chaz sed he would go out w it me if i seen him more often yesterday. then 2day i hear rumors about me and that dorsey got rejected, grrrrr i rele wanted dorsey and john 2 go out but "NO", but im gunna ahyve a talk wit that boy! and then after school when every1 was dimissed dorsey missed her bus. wat a day.well im gunna talk 2 john 2marrowz! loves yaz byez (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 18th, 2004
5:47 pm	bored hey, im bord but today wasnt soo good but yesterday was lets start wit yesterday. ook frist i c ame home from s chool and i get a call from kris and i go 2 her football game/dance. while we were wait f or the game 2 end we had a "circle" i c ant tell wat it si u had 2 be there. ne wayz we were all c hillin and hyper as hell. then boomer come over and i like this kid hes pushing me inside 2 go in. he has amazing blue eyes. then kristi's friend mark omfg hottness. jus imanage a hot kid like 5"6 with short blonde hair and a lil gotet that has baby blue braces. well hes a good dancer. he knos i like him.then were watching break dancers and me and kris r dancing and mark is behind me and he wips my ass wit his chain so i smack his and he takes me 2 dance.then he had 2 leave :( but he hugged me and kissed me on the cheek it was nice it was cute.i wish i c ould c him again or even go out w it him.katie sed she was gunna hook me up wit him or at least try 2.but i was thinkin bout brent pretty much the whole nite.then 2day i went s hopin for homecoming. its a cute dress. its black a nd pink and im thinkin bout askin mark 2 HC. (Comment on this)